I’m so overwhelmed and everytime I think about a big life decision I’m like I’d rather die than deal with this and I’m so sad

I relapsed for the first time in months and I’m only mad cause it’s painful

I hope whatever is making me not be able to breathe just does the job already I can’t take it anymore

I had a full on panic attack for the first time in years so that happened

Ahahahahahah I haven’t eaten in almost 24 hours again

My self esteem has been real shit lately and I can’t stop hating myself and thinking about reconstructive surgery and bad eating habits and I’m just like ahhhhhh

Ahahaha I wanna d13

I accidentally cut my wrist a few days ago and somehow it’s been super triggering and I’m trying to just deal with it

How do you tell people in your life that you’re so afraid you’re going to off yourself that you’re living like you’re going through a bucket list because you’re scared of dying without doing everything you wanted to?

I’m so fucking sad

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My skin picking is so bad lmao

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