I want to get high
I want to rave
I want to stretch my ears again
Must get more piercings
And tattoos
Must lose weight
Must get a job
Must get better at doing make up
And taking pictures
Must meet more people
Must have more fun
Must leave the house more
And sleep normally
And eat better
Must find motivation.

My heart actually hurts

Trying to be the tough one is the hardest thing
I just want to apologize and fix it but I can’t
I can’t always give in
But I want to I just want everything to feel okay

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Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh

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I can’t take this anymore
I’m actually getting anxious because of my depression
I literally do not know what to fucking do
I can’t deal with this every fucking night I just want to rip my hair out
I don’t know what to do I really don’t